My life has really changed.. it s really different from what i had before.. all i have now are thoughts in mind that can help me on my current situation. why am i saying this things? is it because i want something that i can't have? I've been thinking of ways on how to set things up, perhaps my self, on how can i find my complete self? or how am i going to help my self... maybe these are the things that i should know in the long run..
can i ask you something? what is a perfect person for u? or a perfect guy perhaps? can u say that the person is perfect if he/she have things that most people don't have.? perhaps a car? a fortuner or something? if you have these things can u say that u are perfect? then f these r the basis of being perfect most people will not be perfect for u.. how about physical attributes? does being perfect means having a white complexion? then if u based perfection through that, it will be the same way.. i realized that its really hard to be happy and contented now a days.. i remember someone asked me, what keeps me strong and stay? i simply answered, because of "hope", that im still hoping that things do really changed, but i just dont knw if its going to be worse or better? but i do hope that everything will be the best.. then asked me again, if i am happy? i answered with smile.. then follows up with wat makes you happy? then i answered back, "i think its weird, i am happy when im alone, away from things that stressed me up.. and think for ways how am going to make mah life better.. but i guess im still lucky at this moment, coz there is still someone who shows care and appreciation no matter wat i am.. haaay... its really funnny to think that other people can make you happy but the person you expected that can make you happy wont.. hard!!!
can i ask you something? what is a perfect person for u? or a perfect guy perhaps? can u say that the person is perfect if he/she have things that most people don't have.? perhaps a car? a fortuner or something? if you have these things can u say that u are perfect? then f these r the basis of being perfect most people will not be perfect for u.. how about physical attributes? does being perfect means having a white complexion? then if u based perfection through that, it will be the same way.. i realized that its really hard to be happy and contented now a days.. i remember someone asked me, what keeps me strong and stay? i simply answered, because of "hope", that im still hoping that things do really changed, but i just dont knw if its going to be worse or better? but i do hope that everything will be the best.. then asked me again, if i am happy? i answered with smile.. then follows up with wat makes you happy? then i answered back, "i think its weird, i am happy when im alone, away from things that stressed me up.. and think for ways how am going to make mah life better.. but i guess im still lucky at this moment, coz there is still someone who shows care and appreciation no matter wat i am.. haaay... its really funnny to think that other people can make you happy but the person you expected that can make you happy wont.. hard!!!
